it always happens this way,
i knew it.
i know it.
i have shoved the solemn missing-yous
and the weighty goodbyes
into a small brown box.
it is on the shelf in my closet,
there to gather dust.
to be forgotten.
because some things are too heavy to bear
and i'm not quite sure how to abandon them.
surrender. relinquish.
it is not painless, it is not effortless.
it is something more.
something marvelous, and something incredibly selfless.
something pure and holy.
i haven't quite figured it out yet.
maybe i never will.
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ReplyDeleteLove this
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Deletelove you.
new anthem. <3
ReplyDeletenew day. ♥
Delete<3 This is so good. So good. Like so good.
ReplyDelete(I'm all out of words, can you tell??? Love you.)
You so good. Like so so good that the good is less-good 'cause you outshine it...you know?
Delete(♥♥ you know i love you too)
*writhes on the floor*
ReplyDeleteHelp Cally, you broke something.
HAHA. Thanks Becca. *dances around* COMPLIMEENNTTSS. ♥
Deletei completely share becca's response, it's entirely appropriate for this ASJKDLHSAJ post <3
ReplyDeleteaw yiss. hand smash keyboard is amaze. ♥♥
Delete"it is on the shelf in my closet,
ReplyDeletethere to gather dust.
to be forgotten."
I DON'T THINK YOU'LL EVER KNOW HOW MUCH YOUR BEAUTIFUL WORDS HAUNT ME.
like jfksnskckjosa
can't even.
love,
abbiee
I LITERALLY REMEMBERED THOSE LINES FROM THE NIGHT BEFORE WHEN I WAS TRYING TO SLEEP SO I'M SO GLAD I REMEMBERED AND I'M SO GLAD YOU CAUGHT THEM YAYAY *crushes you in a hug*
Deletewoot woot.
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CANDACE DECLAN, stop making me fall of my chair!!!! <3 (a metaphor this time)
ReplyDeleteHAHAH. i'll try, little pumpkin. it's a hard thing to stop once you get going. ;) ♥
Deletethis shakes so much nostalgia!!! lovely words, m'dear. xx
ReplyDeletewoooo!! thank you, grace face. ♥
Deleteso much feeling here <3 ahhh. so much.
ReplyDeleteso much love.
mmhmm, baby. so much love for youu. ♥♥
Deleteyou got me, cally. this post is way above amazing and i don't know how you do it but your writing your words hit me right there is my heart♥ SO MUCH LOVE FOR YOU♥♥♥♥
ReplyDeleteHAHAH AWWW YOU ARE SO SWEET COME BACK. ♥♥ i will love you forever and always, hun. always always.
DeleteThis is too beautiful.
ReplyDelete*hands you a bouquet of flowers* ♥
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