7.24.2015

going home

- taken by the official camp photographer -


it's the kind of pain that strikes you
when you're just staring across the table
the kind that makes you cry when
you laugh about something stupid

you're leaving and you know it
it's hard to avoid
the last time you'll see them
the last time you'll hug them
for a long time

you know it,
they know it,
the world knows it.

it's hard.



i'm back and i'm pooped
and i'm so sorry that i'm not replying to the comments on my last two posts. i'm too tired and it's so much work. i don't have the energy. forgive me?


14 comments:

  1. OH MY WORD this hurts raw and deep inside my soul. how in the world did you make me feel so much emotions with so few and so simple words??? you are so talented <3

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    1. gurl, you just gotta feel it. i pour my heart into these words. but every single time, i am amazed at how people feel it. man. ♥

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  2. No, I don't forgive you.
    Just kidding. XD
    You're amazing and this very nearly brought tears to my eyes. <3

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    1. i'm dying you sweet girl.
      XD
      thank you, dear jordayyyy. ♥

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  3. OH MY GOSH I CAN FEEL THE PAIN IT HURRRTTTSSS and yay, you're back! Me and Autumn and Miss Internet were going to do a surprise party for you, Addy and Hannah Joy but I failed to set it up on time... *goes to the corner and cries*

    xoxo Morning

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    1. aahahahah *laughs evilly*

      you are the sweetest people on earth i'm seriously so very thankful because.... like, wow. you love us. that's something so amazing i can't even understand it. *huge hug*

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  4. YOURE FORGIVEN BECAUSE THE PERFECTION OF THIS POST IS DISTRACTING ME
    it's so personal and beautiful<3<3

    so glad to have you back, cally. you've been missed xx

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    1. THANK YOU. i am so loved. man man man. i've missed you. ♥

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  5. wwwwhhhhaaaaaa whhhhaaaa whhhaaaa whhhhaaaa whhaaaaaa i love it too much!!!

    and i am going to finish readding your book soon its just im going to finish this other one then i will but so far i ABSOLUTLY THINK ITS A-M-A-Z-I-N-G you are such a great writer, plus my school gave us a bunch of work over the summer which ruins my summer experience but thanks i love just reading your posts and ahh i am so glad your back although i bet you think otherwise about coming home but make sure to have a wonderful rest of the summer stay cool (literally)

    lalalallalalallalal

    random more thoughts here....

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    1. ahahahah. ♥

      thank you, precious soul. thank you. i'm sorry you have schoolwork. it isn't fun to have to do school over summer break.

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  6. YAY! I'm so glad you're back, Cally.
    Though on another note - AW THE FEELS. That was beautiful <3 And, oh my goodness, we totally did not do that surprise party. UGHHHH. Forgive me? ^_^

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    1. Oh girl, of course. The thought makes it all worth it. man. ♥ thank you beyond words.

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  7. A lot of people--both bloggers and people I know in real life--have been returning from camps and such recently. I've never been but I'm sure it's a great experience, and definitely very hard to say goodbye to friends.

    O | Life as a Young Lady

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    1. the funny thing is, they aren't just friends. they're... so much more. they're home and they're laughter and they're tears and heartbreak and sorrow and joy. it gets harder every single time i leave them. ow, ow, ow. but camp was amazing and exhausting and good. good. ♥

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