9.27.2016

before you go



and the words echo beneath this old ground.

they shatter who i was and i can hardly stand the loss --

no. please.
come back. it's not too late. i promise it'll be okay.

but i see the look in your eyes
and i know deep down that this is the part where we
both let...
go.

trust me.

i am. i will. 
just one thing --
promise me you'll never doubt that i love(d) you.

i pinky promise.
(his laugh is sad
and the trees even bend lower)
i love you too.



xx
p.s. 


22 comments:

  1. This is lovely. I adore how you have written this.

    It reminds me of a current sisuation I am having where I don't say bye but have trouble telling someone that I have always loved them and no matter what it will always be true.

    "i am. i will.
    just one thing --
    promise me you'll never doubt that i love(d) you."

    This right here explained everything.

    www.itssimplyme.com

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    1. darling. that's the hardest thing, but it'll be okay.

      somehow. i promise.

      MISSED YOU. thanks for stopping by. xx <333

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  2. "sometimes you die of a broken heart
    and then
    you know it'll be okay.
    hope is a precious thing."

    i'm going to hang that up on my wall or something right now. i seriously feel like that sums up so much of my life lately, and wow. Hope. The hope that is found in absolutely nothing else but God. It's shaped my life.

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    1. OWWWW. I know I know. "absolutely nothing else but God" EXACTLY. there's a hope that is so strong and unquenchable in Him and it just makes everything else seem so small and jstuwsawefi. he's good. there's no doubt about it. missed you, Autumn. <33

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  3. >insert cartoon of crying where the tears are literally shooting out of your face in a fountain<

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    1. I DIED LAUGHING. OH MY GOODNESSSS.
      so true though <3

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  4. Everything that you write leaves me with the most bittersweet, nostalgic feeling. <3

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    1. i think that describes my inside personality amirite. u feeling me. cry. missed you so much. Grace Annee. <3 xx

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  5. sometimes you also die from reading your words but its all so good

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    1. tru.
      except reversed because i adore your writing, u feel? loves, olivaaaa. <33 missed you LOTS. xx

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  6. gah this was just so beautiful and i'm so in awe and jealous of your poetry writing talent IT'S JUST SO GOOD. I have so much love for it.

    Anne // www.aportraitofyouth.co.uk

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    1. auwehfhahwh CRYING. you. my goodness. no stinking words. <333

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  7. Hey Cally! I just wanted to let you know that I enjoyed this post, so I shared it on Featured Friday for this week. You are such an amazing writer! I love your poems!

    Have a great weekend! :)

    With love and all joy,
    Allie D.
    www.alliesblogdesigns.blogspot.com
    www.friendlovesatalltimes.blogspot.com
    www.sincerelyallied.blogspot.com
    www.spreadingmyjoy.blogspot.com

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    1. WHAAAT. THAT IS SO KIND. checking it out right now, sweet girl. xx

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  8. i love your writing so much aaahhh <3 that bit about God's promises rooted in everything we are... those words are something to hold close. and that postscript!! *heart eyes* sometimes feel like that's the story of my life.

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    1. andrea i've missed you so mucHHH. yes yes yes. you understand. *hugs you tight* LOVE YOU. thanks for stopping by. xx <3 <3 <3

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  9. this is so beautiful and my heart hurts now and i cannot handle this.

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    1. owieeeee. i know. i know. but i guess pain makes us realize that there are some things out there worth hurting for? <3 xx

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  10. THESE SUNSET PHOTOS THOUGH.
    and your writing.....
    D R E A M T E A M

    Randy Abby
    WAKE ME UP Blog

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    1. IS THAT MY HEART SCREAMING OF LOVE.
      it must be.
      xx
      thank you, Abby.

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