6.08.2015

Surrender




Dead eyes, lonely heart.

Oh, open your eyes, dead one. Open your heart. Let your soul see the sunlight.

Dead child, dead soul, dead heart.

Can there be hope for you, o little one?

Because I think there is. And I want to help. Oh my soul, I do. And I try and try and try.

 But I fail. Because I cannot. 

And so I surrender you, lost and dead one. I surrender you to the Lord. I cannot help you. 

I want to. 

I want your eyes to shine with laughter once more. I want to see a grin like the sun on your face. I want to watch you run free in the Lord.

But I cannot do that.

So I surrender you up to the Lord.

And pray. 

And hope.

Surrender, surrender, why is it so hard? To give things up daily. 

But it is so worth it. 

Because I saw the dead child live holding God's hand. I saw his heart beat for a second. 

Hope, hope, hope. 

Surrender. 

thank you, Lord.

dead souls are being made new. 



p.s. i am back and i am sad. i miss them. but i will survive in the Lord. 

14 comments:

  1. And then there's Cally over here, being awesome.

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  2. Amen. Amen. AMEN.

    I get lost in your constellations, in the echoes of His glory within my Cally Girl's heart. How blessed am I.

    xoxo

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    1. sahkjflsna. oh man.

      thank you.

      that is so precious.

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  3. I am crying by the way. Wow. Just owch.

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    1. agh. i miss you too much. CRY THOSE TEARS OUT SO THERE'S ROOM FOR MORE. ;-) <3 XDD

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  4. Oh gosh. I love you, I love this.

    P.S. I just remembered today that all my friends have blogs and I want to read them. -_- Catching up on a month of reading. XD

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    1. I LOVE YOU 6EVER. MUAHAH.

      that is so funny. XDDDDDDD

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