2.01.2016

i care




these are from a trip in 2014. right now Colorado is being drowned in snow. 


i let a piece of my heart slip.
i'm good at that, you know.

i care about things a lot...
a lot more than people think i do.
i'm not all cute things and shoulder shrugs.
i'm not all talking and laughing.

so this is a shoutout to you --
the one who stopped to be honest. 
the one who let herself cry about the hard things.
the one who told me about their day.

the one who cared enough
to tell me.

it means more than you'll ever

know.


whoops there i go again. loving too much.
i hope february is a sweet one, crew. 

28 comments:

  1. For some reason, this makes me want to write a parallel, equally sentimental post called "I don't care."

    And I like this.

    Except I get the feeling you ARE all cute, if not things. ;)

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    1. THAT IS SO FUNNY. EVEN IF IT WASN'T SENTIMENTAL AND MOCKED ME. XD DO ITTT.

      I like you. So that's cool.

      *dies laughing* Thank you. Even though you've never seen me stuff my face or spill water down my chin or make faces at my siblings. XD <3

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    2. Oh my. XDDDD BECCA WHAT EVEN DO ITTTTT.

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  2. mhMm. this post is beautiful! and you really need to stop stealing pieces of my heart because your writing and photography keeps tearing me apart.

    actually no.

    on second thoughts, "I don't care." (heh. really. becca, you're hilarious) keep blowing us away with your gorgeous writings.

    <3

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    1. WHOOPS. it's an accident, peach. but i'm glad you stay and listen for awhile.

      teehee. *cracks up* totally. i'll try.

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  3. I KNOW THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. *forever is yelling* you are my cabbage and for you i'd eat all of the vegetables in the world. but you wouldn't want me to cuz dey r yucky. and that's why i love you so much that i bleed it.

    God is good.
    coming home soon.

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    1. Um hold on you need to eat vegetables every day. *eyeballs you* So healthy. So delicious. Much yum and health.

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    2. I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUU. dey r yucky don't listen to hannah she's brainwashed and she's basically bucky because she wants a metal arm. so it's very wise not to listen to her.

      dey r yucky
      hannah iz bucky

      love you more than space and beyond those stinking stars. ♥
      see you soon.

      *covers Hannah's mouth so she can't say anything about vegetables*

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  4. Oh my goshhhhhhhh I LOVE THIS. Like...are you somehow secretly watching my life? Cuz I'm pretty sure that you are.

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    1. gosshhhh I LOVE YOU. Seriously dude like maybe we're connected in all the right ways ♥ keep feeling, hun.

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  5. Do you feel weird when I respond to people on your blog?

    ehehehehe

    hai I love this so much. But I love you way more than this. <3 <3 <3 <3 Keep caring and loving, my own Pip. It makes you who you are. Let God cultivate that and it will grow into something wildly beautiful.

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    1. No. Just mostly I love it and laugh to death. This is an official "document" to give you permission to respond to all the comments if you want. Because it is highly amusing and ur dah wurst so. deal with it. <3

      LOKI'DDDD.

      hai i love you so much. more than my silly posts. <3 <3 <3 <3 ,3 (special allan love for youuuu). Always, my dear Merry. I hope you stay here with me and so I can watch you grow too. My pot is right next to yours and we can have water fights in God's garden.

      p.s. i'm SO GLAD i sometimes reread my comments for typos because sometimes i have literally the worst ones XDDD *spanks self* then i feel so BAD AT LIFE when i find one and i'm like, "I CAN'T EVEN EDIT IT." so yeah. Cally: 1 Typos: 0 (actually typos might be up to like 384 or something)

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  6. You live in Colorado?! :D
    Me too!!
    Sweet prose. :)

    Ava
    http://landofquiet.blogspot.com

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    1. YEAH BABY. dude that is so cool. And bizzare.
      thanks kid. ♥

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  7. GAH I LOVE THIS SO MUCH. i'm not kidding too.
    xD wow, i just really feel the truth of those words. you are like an amazing poetess, cally. you blow my mind every time. :)

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    1. GAH THANK YOUUU SO MUCH. honesty is my best friend. so thanks.
      autumn, you are seriously a bean. but if i could flip it, i'd rather listen to your words instead.

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  8. ugh. my heart. ♥ cally there you go again. ;)
    THIS ALSO REMINDS ME SO MUCH OF ONE OF MY CHARACTERS IN A FUTURE BOOK SO EEEP INSPO THNX

    love,
    abbiee

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    1. ugh my HEART. ♥♥
      WHAT THAT IS SO GOOD AND THIS IS SO SIMPLE WAHWHAH

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    1. WE SHOULD WEAR JERSEYS
      'CAUSE WE MAKE A GOOD TEAM

      babe.

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  10. The ones who care are my favorites. <3<3<3

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    1. R E B E K A H. that means the world. i can't even tell you. *squish hug*

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  11. no, you loving too much is the darling-est cute-st thing i've heard ever.

    i mean, your heart is so big and it's spilling over through your words and through my laptop screen to this lonely girl sitting on the other side of the world. you're a beautiful dream <3<3

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    1. homegirl. *hugs you tight*

      like i seriously can't even find any words for you. you are just...everything ever. you're better than the stars i so dearly love. so here's to hoping you aren't lonely any longer. ♥

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  12. HAHAHA, I love all the cross-commenting up there. It is so funny.

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